PrepareToBe's Xanga

Better Days

Sun, 17 Jun 2007 16:30:50 GMT

I'm feeling a bit strange, like I'm on to something new.
There's something in the air,
Something that could break my sun
A sparkle light is visible from where I stand.
I can see it getting bright,
Time is getting close at hand.
For me to jump on to the path, that leads me to the place.
I'm looking out for better days.
Bet-better bet-bet-better, bet-bet-better, bet-bet-better days
Bet-better bet-bet-better, bet-bet-better, bet-bet-better days
Why is so tough for me, to just work up the nerve.
To say what I am thinking,
You'd think by now I might have learned.
That all you need do is jump right up and ask.
But every time I speak, it's never such a simple task.
Sometimes love is just the hardest word to say.
SO OK... I'm looking out for better days.
Bet-better bet-bet-better, bet-bet-better, bet-bet-better days
Bet-better bet-bet-better, bet-bet-better, bet-bet-better days
If the sun don't shine.
If the stars fall from the sky.
As long as your right here by my side, I'll be alright.

I I can see it now,
I I can see it now.
Paradise and sunny skies and breezy days and funny smiles.
I I can see it now,
I I can see it now.
Paradise and sunny skies and breezy days and funny smiles.
I I can see it now,
I I can see it now.
Paradise and sunny skies and breezy days and funny smiles.
I I can see it now,
I I can see it now.
Paradise and sunny skies and breezy days and funny smiles.

by Stephan Pastis					June 17, 2007

Thursday, June 07, 2007

Thu, 07 Jun 2007 21:44:45 GMT

NOW WITH MORE SODIUM! SWEET JESUS!

Finally!

Tue, 12 Dec 2006 01:28:28 GMT

It's over...I did it. I am an official graduate of the Johnson County Community College Culinary Arts Program. The first Chef in the family as well. It feels good. I'm not gunna' lie. I will now go feast upon a celabratory Pop-Tart. Hoo-Hah!

P.S. Transformers is a lot deeper nowadays than it was when I was little. The philosophy just flows through Transformers Cybertron. Damn.

Utter Frustration...

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 02:41:09 GMT

When I talk, it falls upon deaf ears and when I act, it falls upon blind eyes. I'm so tired of this routine. The general populace can fuck off. I'm tired of them. Not until last weekend did people know what kind of guy I am. Now a few know and for the better. Accusation after accusation...assumption after assumption. No one gets it...Not true. SOME get it NOW. Few understand/understood. But now, there are some that do. I do only what I'm here to do. Only what I choose to do. I am guided by a force much stronger than "luck". There will come a time when I'll be looked upon as a person. Those who assumed they knew me before, know me better now...those who thought they knew me, now really do. What makes a man? How does one determine worth? Who's to say? Where is solace? Happiness? Contentment? This constant testing...what is it all for? Is it leading up to something? No, it can't be. I determine where it's going. I finish it. This is MY story!

Nothing is set in stone and the sand will continue to flow, forever moving us towards the unknown. I live through it and for it. I embrace it with open arms. We shall see. We shall see. "What exactly am I?"